Well, this is my last blog for a couple days, probably. Tomorrow I go into surgery again. I am not excited about it because it is surgery and my body does not like surgery and does not respond well to it. However, I want these things repaired. All day I have been having contractions (scar tissue tightening) in BOTH sides. I just want to look like a normal human being... not an alien from a different planet. I am afraid if he does not get it right this time, I will have to join the circus and give up teaching.
I fixed Valentine's Dinner and Barbara's birthday cupcakes, etc this weekend; I kept myself busy with friends and a lot of baking. I bake when I am upset or frustrated. I have not slept much but tomorrow I know once the "good drugs" have been infused into my veins, I will sleep well. Just hope I dream of Mesut and not something goofy.
I must be at the hospital at 7:45 so will be up early to shower and wash hair and be sure I have loose fitting clothing and shoes easy to put on. Can''t tie shoes or bend over to put them on. All shirts must be button up and not pullover the head. The recliner is ready for me to live in for the next couple wks. I have my new quilt ready, my heart shaped pillows, my box to keep meds in and my box of tissues. I have the frig stocked with high protein drinks (low calorie) and a "smoothie" maker and protein powder to add to the smoothies.
Yesterday was my roommate's birthday (same as my brother's birthday. We went to the dogtrack with friends from school. I won $60!!!! Today my roommate, a consumate gambler, was given a $5.00 scratch off by her sister for her birthday..... and won $1000.00!!!! She is the luckiest woman I know. Four yrs ago, she did a $10 ticket and won $20,000!!!!!!
I don't care so much about winning numbers or scratch off tickets..... I just want 2 parts of my body where they belong, no infection, fast healing, and back to work with my kids!!!!!! I miss them very much!!!
So Until I am able to type a sentence or 1000........ Say your prayers for my doctor, God's wisdom and knowledge, and my body to finally cooperate!!!! Love to you all.